It's never fun to go through but, we all go through it, it's bound to happen at some point. I don't really want a relationship, but the thought of having a companion is something I've been aiming for, my definition for companionship is different then a relationship. It's more of a developed friendship if anything. I tend to develop feelings with certain people and everytime I try to develop the friendship into something more, I'm always shot down. It has become harder becuase I'm not given a straight no, but just an excuse. An excuse being, "Oh I'm not looking for a relationship," [Only to find out later that day they posted on Facebook, "No one ever wants to date me"]. Or, "Don't get me wrong, you are hot, I just don't have the time for a relationship," [OkCupid determined that you were lying]. I get that, you don't want to hurt my feelings. But you need to so I can move on, otherwise I just get bitter and ...